Hey brother, what do you like better? Nathaniel or Daniel? if we had any sense back then I would have let you pick. I think about you all the time. What you would have looked like any what you would have been like. I wish you could have meet our parent’s, Especially our step dad. He’s a great man.  I’m doing  alright without you brother, I’m 20 now. Still single, never really been in a real relationship, never really had a real job either. Schools out of the question, I kinda fucked it off once College came around. I wish you could be here with me, I wish we could have made some memories of our own. I wish you didn’t quit on me, now I’m reminded of you everyday with this name of mine, I’m not sure if it was for praise or remorse. I wish we could have gotten into trouble together, Harassed our sister Sarah, Who is a saint by the way, you would have loved her. I wish you weren’t a still born, I wish I could have spent more time with you. but the time we shared in that womb together, I really loved it. 

Lovingly missing you,  your Brother..